It has been four months since i’ve posted on here, and six months since i’ve made a Metallica-dedicated post. it’s also been a few months since i’ve regularly played music.

Some time in between then we had a basement flood. Fortunately nothing was damaged, but we still had to spend a bit of time moving things around, drying the floor, then putting everything back. Since my drum setup is slightly unorthodox, i had to try and remember where things went. While i put everything back where it originally was since i last played (for the most part), i’m still experimenting to see what works best.

i don’t know how many people play drums in a wheelchair, but it isn’t easy. Since my right knee doesn’t bend my amputated leg just sticks out (which i’m sure you have seen in videos here). i cannot sit on a ‘traditional’ drum stool, since with one leg i have absolutely no support. i am on the lookout for something that has arms or support on the sides, so my legs don’t get all cut up from the sides when i play in the wheelchair- when i forget to add support.
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While i’m totally not yet completely set up in the ways i really want to be, i did want to get back on the drums. The first full song i played to commemorate the return was my favorite song on St. Anger– ‘Purify’. i actually did play drums to this song a couple of years ago… When i was initially trying to figure out how to play the song. i had an idea of what it sounded like in my head, but when i play it back i have no choice but to ask myself what that was. It wasn’t that good. And as critical i am (and will always be) of my playing, i have to say that there’s definite improvements in the two years since first playing the song.

But that’s what this website is about- a journey. i’m not the greatest player in the world, and i’m not even that great. What i am though, is doing something i love to do.

There’s so much i love about this song- the lyrical utilization of ‘turpentine’ as something analogous to the process of therapy; the 3/4 count of the verses (and James Hetfield’s counter-rhythm vocals), the verse riff, Bob Rock’s bass (which gets little to no credit at all); and of course, the groove, use of silence and swing in Lars Ulrich’s playing. People continually concentrate praise unto Lars for what he did with the first four albums. the man is my greatest musical inspiration, so of course i love what he does on every single album. That said, St. Anger contains some of the most adventurous playing he’s done in his entire life.

‘Purify’ is, from what i can see, one of Metallica’s most complex (or unorthodox) songs in their whole catalog. There are definitely songs with odd timings or switch-ups (based on what Lars is playing), such as ‘Orion’, ‘Battery’ and ‘Blackened’. Despite 3/4 not being an odd timing in general (it is essentially a waltz count), both the stop/start of the verses, plus the riff at the end make ‘Purify’ specifically unusual. This is not unlike what bands such as Helmet (another one of my favorite bands) have done, with songs like ‘Turned Out’, which is in 5/4. Lars is not as dynamic of a player as John Stanier (or Kyle Stevenson, Helmet’s current drummer)- Lars pretty much hits hard, and doesn’t do a lot of ghost notes, for instance. It’s clear though, that jazz has influenced Lars’ style on some level, something he does have in common with players like Stanier, or Brooks Wackerman.
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i don’t in any way profess to be as good as Lars- firstly, he’s been playing way longer than me. Secondly, i have one foot, so playing the double bass that is needed for this song (and much of the catalog) is going to be impossible. Third, the foot and ankle that actually are functional aren’t the strongest, so i make other patterns with the kick that will (hopefully) compliment my physical limitations.

And while i’m in the middle of still sorting everything out post-flood, hopefully things don’t sound too bad.

(Thanks to Angelo for creating the visual at the end.)