Instant Inspiration…

“The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.”

While he did not invent the quote; it is predominately attributed to Elie Wiesel, the Nobel Peace Prize-winning author of Night, a account of his experiences at Auschwitz and Buchenwald, during the Nazis’ regime.

The most fascinating thing about the quote being famously attributed to Wiesel is that he was also well known to be a supporter of Israel and its Prime Minister, Benjamin Netanyahu. For Wiesel (who left this earth in 2016), his interpretation of ‘indifference’ is sorely lacking in intersectionality; because anyone who is a supporter of Israel- whether ardent or liberal- is practicing indifference to the long-held genocide of Palestinian people.

While it is crucial to value the stories of survivors of particular pogroms within the last century; we should just as strongly critique their contradictions and silence (or cavalier attitudes) when it comes to ongoing pogroms (especially when it is done in their name).

i’ve seen similar modes of indifference and resignation, when it comes to violence upon marginalized and historically (and presently) oppressed groups of people. It’s not until certain events affect someone personally, before they make the connections.

“And you find that what was over there is over here…”

This is not to say that people only catching on now are bad people- that is too simplistic/myopic of an argument, though it is one that would immediately be focused on. The larger factor is that we are conditioned to individualize struggle (or suffering in particular), and to see it as a ‘moral failing’, as opposed to a systemic one.
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i have spoken about my ‘love/hate’ relationship with pop music here in the past.

Pop(ular) music’s purpose in general is set up (by an industry invested in profits) to be a vehicle for escapism. However, there are always going to be artists to belie that objective. Georgios Kyriacos Panayiotou was one of those artists.

Wham! was among a select number of British pop groups/artists that were well known in pop circles, but also crossed over into the hood: The Police, Thompson Twins, Robert Palmer, Culture Club, Tears For Fears, Human league, David Bowie and Level 42, among others.

Whether it was the jazz scales, the nods to dub or the Jam and Lewis production, there was something which resonated for many. It was certainly something deeper than what the industry demanded- which musicians such as Terry Bozzio (who originally came out of the Zappa universe before forming Missing Persons) learned the hard way.

After WHAM! (his project with Andrew Ridgeley) disbanded in 1986, George Michael soon gave birth to his solo artistic journey with 1987’s Faith. Despite the album’s success, the centerpiece of the conversation was still his looks. Like many an artist before (and after) him, he aimed to be seen as an authentic artist, as opposed to a ‘pop star’…. hence, his rebirth.

Listen Without Prejudice (Vol. 1), as well as all subsequent albums, became even deeper treatises on interpersonal relations, death/loss, imperialism/war, class inequities and superficiality. He’s even utilized satire and dark humor at his own expense at times.

i personally like some of WHAM!’s music, and i think Faith is a decent collection of well-written songs. But it was Listen Without Prejudice (one of the greatest album titles in the whole world) that made me actually pay attention to what an incredible artist Mr. Panayiotou actually was (is). It’s songs such as ‘Mother’s Pride’ which certainly led him to becoming one of my favorite lyric writers of all time, and i have no problem putting him on a list of favorite vocalists as well.

‘Praying For Time’ (released in August of 1990) was the first single released from the album. i was about to turn 14 years old. i was already a burgeoning angry punk kid by this point, but i still loved a well-written song, regardless of where it came from.

And while Listen Without Prejudice got me to initially pay more attention, it was the anti- Tony Blair/George Bush/Iraq war jam ‘Shoot the Dog’ (initially released as a single, then on his final album (of original songs), 2004’s Patience) which sealed it for me. When i first heard it, i felt it was akin to a Ministry song, with its Twitch-era vocal similarities, the Human League sample, as well as the satirical jabs at Bush. There was also a dig at funds being allocated for imperialism, as opposed to necessary community services.

Nine nine nine gettin’ jiggy
People did you see that fire in the city?
It’s like we’re fresh out of democratic
Gotta get yourself a little something semi-automatic yeah

Mustapha
Mazel Tov
The Gaza Boys
All that holy stuff
I got the feelin’ when it all goes off
They’re gonna shoot the dog

The Ayatollah’s gettin’ bombed yeah
See Sergeant Bilko having fun again
Good puppy, good puppy
Rollin’ on over for The Man

Cherie baby, spliff up
I wanna kick back mama
And watch the World Cup with ya baby
Yeah, that’s right!
We’re getting freaky tonight
Stay with me tonight
Let’s have some fun while Tony’s stateside
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
See Tony dancing with Dubya
Don’t you wanna know why?
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‘Praying for Time”s text-only video was reminiscent of ‘Sign ‘O The Times’, the title track from an album released in 1987 by Prince, an artist who considered his music’s messages to be just as important as the visuals.

Hurricane Annie ripped the ceiling off a church and killed everyone inside
You turn on the telly and every other story is tellin’ you somebody died
Sister killed her baby ’cause she couldn’t afford to feed it
And we’re sending people to the moon

But if a night falls and a bomb falls
Will anybody see the dawn?

Is it silly, no?
When a rocket blows up
And everybody still wants to fly
Some say man ain’t happy, truly
Until a man truly dies

Around this time, i was questioning what the concept of God meant to me. Albeit brief, i was also entering a period of misanthropy. There were many factors: seeing so many around me be bullied, as well as being a recipient of bullying myself; seeing how non-human beings were being treated, seeing what seemed like endless war (even then)- and so much more, led me to a form of pessimism regarding humanity. The older i got, the less i engaged in misanthropy; at this point i no longer do. But ‘Praying For Time’ eloquently expressed whatever thoughts and questions that were occurring in my mind at the time.

i go through periods where i listen to it repeatedly. The first song i wrote (after an almost 10-year break) was a song heavily inspired by ‘Praying For Time’ in honor of ‘Buy Nothing Day’, a day i have observed for over two decades.

About the song, George Michael states, “There comes a point where you have to write something which you’d had not written before, and which your interests in any particular topic or subject will inspire you; and that’s why i suppose eventually, most lyricists do approach wider topics than sex and love.”

“And you find that what was over there is over here…”

Hunger, war, criminality, state violence… Those are things that were to be considered ‘over there’- in non-Western areas of the world, and in ‘urban areas’ of the West. We are conditioned to not only compartmentalize calamities as something ‘we’ don’t experience; we’re also conditioned to view ‘giving’ as a competition of sorts. Those who ‘give’ more are viewed as more ‘moral’, regardless of what else they’ve done in life. If “God” has ultimately “stopped keeping score”, then there’s no significant ‘moral compass’ to adhere to; so those who hold the most power create the rules, and we are expected to uncritically follow them.

And charity is a coat you wear twice a year

This is the year of the guilty man
Your television takes a stand

People are beginning to realize that the mechanisms of capitalism which drive poverty and war, and decides what levels of criminality can benefit those who hold the most wealth and resources, have ALWAYS been here.

Despite this fact, there are still some who continue to be in denial, and continue to, again, individualize and moralize issues stemmed from larger systemic injustices- “So you scream from behind your door/Say “what’s mine is mine and not yours”.
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i covered ‘Praying For Time’ (somewhat) on acoustic guitar, around the time of George Michael’s passing in 2016. Listening to it again almost ten years later, i got the idea of covering it again. Usually if i am singing lead for these cover songs i tend to record vocals separately, especially if i’m not in the regular ‘studio’. However, as it was an instantaneous thing, i decided to just go for it and record everything on one microphone.

Before i thought of covering it, as i was listening i was crying a lot. i don’t have the greatest singing voice as it is, and in my cover you hear several flat notes (among other things). Even with all that, i hope i paid respect to what i consider to be one of my favorite songs of all time, in positive ways.

This is just myself and ukulele, and one microphone.

Regarding ‘Shoot The Dog’, Mr. Panayiotou said, ”I wrote it to get people talking, not to change the world and certainly not to cause offense. If it stimulates debate and makes people dance and laugh, I think it will have done its job.”

While he is correct that music itself is not going to change the world; he was one of the few of his stature to make decisive statements in his music about certain political figures… So of course this was going to cause offense, and despite the intent, he was clearly aware that it would.

In response to the ‘offense’, he said (in a 2002 ITV interview with Trevor McDonald), “You know, there’s some very big money possibly being waved around in terms of getting what the people in Fleet Street would consider dirt on me… I was not aware that (the song) would become a mainstream enough thing that we’d be sitting here tonight, but i’m delighted it is, because I wanted to do something to help.”

When asked why he thought he was “equipped to make these points now,” George Michael responded, “Well, I’d say why do you think I’m not? That would be my question.” He mentioned that he sat and watched the news like any other person, but due to his status as a celebrity, he is being told that he needs to shut up and simply entertain. There’s also the expectation, celebrity or not, that you aren’t supposed to have a voice, if you’re not directly involved in the ‘political world’: “And if we’re not supposed to know and not supposed to get involved in the discussion, then that’s why I made the record, you know, because i don’t believe that.” When told that the song is being looked at as a “publicity stunt” due to his “career (not being) what it was,” he responded, “This would be the most stupid publicity stunt anyone ever pulled. I mean, look at the publicity I’ve got out of it. I’m not stupid. i knew I was gonna walk into a wall of criticism because these are very reactionary times, but they’re also very urgent times. And i felt that I had to do this.”

i don’t know if i’d call George Michael a big ‘ol lefty (since i’m not aware of the full scope of his ideological leanings); however, given the scope of his lyrical content, i’d make a safe bet that, if he were still here on earth he’d still be fairly critical regarding the mechanisms of capitalism and imperialism on some level.

What is clear is that he certainly lacked indifference… as did Chumbawamba.

Along the lines of what was said regarding “stimulat(ing) debate and making people dance and laugh,” Chumbawamba said something similar, but much more specific. The cover of Revolution, their 7″ EP released in 1985, stated: “If our music makes you happy, but content, it has failed. If our music entertains, but doesn’t inspire, it has failed. The music’s not a threat. Action that music inspires can be a threat.”
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i don’t remember when it was exactly i first heard Chumbawamba; given that i hung out with Anarchists (and other folks on the left), i was exposed to Revolution and songs from their earlier period, (especially since i loved bands like Crass). i also loved Anarchist (and adjacent) artists, multimedia artists/culture jammers such as The (International) Noise Conspiracy, Emergency Broadcast Network and Negativeland, and Chumbawamba did a split with them called The ABCs Of Anarchism, inspired by the Alexander Berkman book of the same title, and released in 1999.

i feel like i was living under a rock, because i honestly don’t remember much about Tubthumper at the time of its release in 1997. i don’t remember hearing the song (and of course, purchasing the album) until much later. What i do remember was that in the early 2000s i lived with a housemate who was obsessed with both Zounds and Chumbawamba, and she played the Singsong And A Scrap album, repeatedly. Interestingly, i don’t remember if she played much Crass, or early Chumbawamba.

Chumbawamba in many cases, were location and time specific; even with that, there have been certain songs which have surpassed time and space. Aside from ‘Tubthumping’, the only other song i can think of which has reached the public outside of the hardcore fans (and choirs), is ‘Nazi’ (aka ‘On The Day The Nazi Died’), which was released on 1994’s Showbusiness! There were several remixes and reworkings of the song as well. This was another song i was sitting around listening to, then decided i would attempt to cover it.

A sea shanty-type song, it was inspired after the death of Nazi Rudolph Hess, and the commemorations of him which followed. Given that nazism was inspired by many of the laws and tactics done in the U.S. (which was written about in books such as Hitler’s American Model), i changed the lyrics up a bit, as well as updated them to match more recent events.

We’re told that after ’45
The numbers met with dips
But we’ve seen the files for miles and miles
held together with Paperclips

The preferred history they sell
With evidence clear that they lied
‘Cause they continue to come out the woodwork
Even after the Nazis died

They thought the prisoner at Metropolitan         
Was a symbol of defeat
But accountability was not met
And so Epstein kept his seat

And his hope of a
superior gene pool”
Would never materialize
Because on the 10th of August in 2019
Was the day the Nazi died

The society’s riddled with gluttons
Eating at humanity
They’re making a tasty meal of all
The petit-bourgeoisie

In spreading their ideology
Behind social media they hide
Which gave people the illusion
That every Nazi died

So if you meet with an historian
I’ll tell you what to say
Tell them that the Nazis
Never ever went away

They’re out there murdering protesters
And peddling racist lies

And we’ll never rest again…
Until every Nazi dies.

This is just lil ‘ol me, acapella style.

Appreciating Chords (And Melodica)…

This post has helped to confirm even more of what i already knew- i am not the greatest singer. i absolutely love singing (obviously), but i am not great at it. After legitimately hearing people who are tone deaf (some of whom are among my blood relatives), i’ve been doing my best in trying not to say i can’t sing. i mean… anyone who has functional use of a voice box can sing; it’s whether one can sing in a key that is decipherable to the respective song they are singing that is the key. As a giant fan of ‘bad singing’ (where it is my 5th favorite thing in the whole world) though, i don’t mind that.

i think singing, like playing an instrument, is a nice challenge for me. The songs i chose for this post were fairly spontaneous, because i do like the challenge.
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‘Plush’ by Stone Temple Pilots is a song i’ve loved from the moment i heard it. i have no idea when it was the first time i heard it, but it was definitely around the time of the single’s release. In the course of working on this post i remembered that i actually bought a cassette of Core (the album the song derives from) fairly immediately after hearing it- and that is literally all i remember. i obviously heard the rest of the album, but don’t recall any of the songs. ‘Plush’ was the only one that stuck with me. The other thing i remember specifically about the song is that it was incredibly hated by many, as it was seen as a Pearl Jam knockoff. i would not be surprised if Atlantic Records aimed to market them in that way, since the early 90s was an era where the industry attempted to pigeonhole a number of bands with the ‘grunge’ title. While a band like Mudhoney (especially in the 90s) sounded more like a marriage of Captain Beefheart and garage punk, Nirvana’s direct influences were bands like Pixies, Soundgarden seemed to have more prog/metal influences and Pearl Jam had more ‘jam band’ elements; i am not sure what a ‘grunge’ sound actually is.

But STP were not it. They were/are a lot more melodic than the sludginess of whatever the arbiters of consumer culture aim to market as ‘grunge’. And in the course of working on this post, it seems like many have come around to this song, with all of the other covers i have seen.

And i’ve just added to that. So if my cover is bad, i apologize in advance.
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As a person who tends to pay heavy attention to lyrics; in a rare instance, the chords were the first thing that grabbed me about the song. They were some of the most beautiful chords i have ever heard in my life, and as many a player of music says; similar to Stevie Wonder (or Bad Religion) chords, the ones of ‘Plush’ are something i have been trying to chase. The second guitar gives everything this hauntingly beautiful layer (that is missing in most covers, since most of the bands covering it has one guitarist). Robert DeLeo’s bass melodies are incredibly lovely as well.

On writing the riff, DeLeo said simply, “It’s kinda ragtime guitar.” After hearing that it made sense, because jazz (and diminished) chords are some of the most amazing on earth.

In terms of the lyrics though, Scott Weiland (who co-wrote the lyrics with drummer Eric Kretz) “A girl was kidnapped and then later found tragically murdered back in the early part of the ’90s. So it gave me fuel to write the words to this song. However, this song is not about that, really; it’s sort of a metaphor for a lost, obsessive relationship.”

After listening to the song one day, after a mini conversation i said “i’m going to cover this song.” i already knew i was not going to match the greatness of the original, but to be honest, that goes for any song i cover. It’s all in fun anyway, warts and all.
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i’ve been fairly obsessed with playing the melodica. People think of it as a toy, but there’s plenty of things you can do with it. From Jon Batiste to Ena Yoshida to Jon King to bands like New Order and the Smiths… the melodica can be used effectively. Again, like with my singing (or any other instrument) i’m not great at it, but fun is the operative word we should be focused on.

My favorite thing to play on the Suzuki Melodion M-37C though, is ‘Giant Steps’, a song that absolutely changed my life when i was 19 years old, and along with Herbie Hancock’s ‘Maiden Voyage’, contributed to me loving music itself, as opposed to specific bands or artists.

For most of the covers here i played the melodica with some percussion, vocals and bass; i think i added a bit of guitar here as well.

Getting back to the singing; one thing i am understanding more and more is my range. The songs i sang here might be easy for some, but in some ways was challenging for me.

My range is mostly in the ‘folk singer’ mode. i am not a belter at all (which is why you don’t see me covering a lot of songs where that happens, despite me loving a lot of that stuff. i suppose i am more of a belter when i am not being serious, but my actual singing voice, i don’t do very well in that. i am also not much of a screamer, even though i do occasional ‘screaming’, and used to do it a lot more in some bands when i was younger.

(i started thinking about how perhaps i should cover some Suzanne Vega, who’s one of my favorite ever artists. i think i could perhaps handle those kinds of vocals).
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i didn’t want just one song to be a post, but i had no idea what songs i could cover- then randomly, Chris Connelly popped into my head. He’s perhaps known by most as having Ministry and Pigface associations, but his solo works are fairly diverse, and absolutely amazing. He also co-wrote the lyrics to ‘Rapid Fire’ with Meshell Ndegeocello (from the album Weather), one of my favorite artists ever of all time, in the whole world.

Connelly wrote in his book Concrete, Bulletproof, Invisible, and Fried: My Life As A Revolting Cock that “99%” of the folks who were fans of the bands he’s normally associated with (like Ministry or the Revolting Cocks) hated his solo stuff. i do not know how true that is; however, if it is, those folks are missing out on some amazing music. i am glad i actually had an opportunity to see him back in the 90s, when he performed at the Limelight in NYC.

The song i chose for this post is one of my favorite songs of his, ‘No Lesser Of Two Evils’, from what he considers to be the “unfortunately named” Phenobarb Bambalam. He doesn’t seem to be that fond of the album. From what i recall, it was a pretty rough time during the making of this album (for many reasons, including the physical transition of a partner, which inspired the album on some level).

That said, while working on this post i did find out the album was recently reissued on Wax Trax! in 2023, with some extra tracks (plus a lengthy commentary by Connelly). i currently only have it on the original CD, but i used to have it on both cassette and vinyl as well. Anyone not familiar with him might automatically give the vocals some David Bowie comparisons. Actually listening to the music though, would automatically lose the comparison. This man has made so many solo albums and has been in too many bands to count, that to compare him to a singular artist would not be doing justice to the music.

The other thing about this post is that i never realized i’d been singing the lyrics to the song wrong the whole time. i don’t recall the cassette or vinyl having a lyric sheet, and the CD doesn’t have one either. Perhaps the reissue does.

i go to look up lyrics- and they could not be more wrong. Every single lyrics site had the same exact massively incorrect lyrics. i know i have gotten a bunch of the lyrics wrong, but this is too much. The cover i do does the best with whatever information i’ve been given, and what i know are the correct lyrics, despite sill (obviously) getting some of them absolutely incorrect.

The main riff of the piano has some bouncy piano (juxtaposing with the son’s sadness); however, the melodica makes it sound a bit more like the Smiths, or even a bit of Gang Of Four. The other thing that makes this song interesting is that it doesn’t have a traditional chorus.

The other thing that makes me happy is that i finally found a way to fit in the cowbell, which i think is in the original song as well.

If covering Chris Connelly was not on my ‘to do’ list for this blog, neither was the James Gang. i’m technically not as good as anyone in that band… at all.

But again, i am up for a challenge.

Similar to ‘Plush’; i don’t know where i first got exposed to them. i used to buy as much vinyl as i could find (since vinyl was much less expensive than it is now). i think the first records i got were a ‘best of’ compilation, and James Gang Rides again. Both of those had what ended up being two of my favorite James Gang songs- ‘Ashes, The Rain & I’ (from Rides Again– my absolute favorite song of theirs) and the Live In Concert version of ‘Take A Look Around’. i didn’t hear the original Yer’ Album version (which includes a third verse missing from the live version) until a bit later. Both songs have an instrumental coda, which give the songs the intended emotional resonance.

A lot of people point to songs like ‘Funk #49’ or ‘Walk Away’ as being favorites; however, while those songs are great, they have some pretty amazing album cuts, like ‘Things I Could Be’, ‘It’s All The Same’ (both from the Thirds album) and the two featured in this post.

Also similar to Connelly’s song, ‘Take A Look Around’ does not have a traditional chorus.. One of the more interesting things i discovered in the midst of doing these two songs is that they are both in complete juxtaposition to one another: ‘Take A Look Around’ is about not looking to the past and seeking to live a life of now, with joy. The narrator of ‘Ashes, The Rain & I’ is “Living days gone by”.

Speaking of incorrect lyrics; for the longest time i used to think the lyrics of ‘Take A Look Around’ were “Too many words to talk/and no one to hear them” as opposed to “Moments too few”, because again, i only heard the live version for a long time. i still cannot unhear it.

i am also amazed at how many variants James Gang records have. Many people talk about the multiple variants being released today; James Gang records have been repressed/reissued, remastered, released to various countries, and reissued yet again.

With ‘Ashes’, i played only the guitar and bass (with vocals), and ‘Take A Look Around’ was all of the other things previously mentioned.

i had fun doing these (despite any struggles i had along the way). i hope anyone who listens finds some positivity out of them.

Harmonies And Childhood Memories…

i’ve always been that kid to sing the harmonies to songs. i don’t know why, but the melody never interested me as much. Obviously that’s not totally true, since you need a melody to build the tune. And i definitely love a good melody- but there was always something much more needed (and all of those things were in my head).

i’ve also never been much of a good singer, even though i absolutely love to sing. Like with playing other instruments i haven’t (yet) reached the heights of some of my favorite vocalists- Ella Fitzgerald (my favorite of all time), Sarah Vaughan, Donny Hathaway, Rachelle Ferrell… Being a punk kid, i wanted to, at the very least, be able to growl too, like barney Greenway or max Cavalera. i always wanted to have the simultaneous roughness, power and melody of Patti LaBelle, of Betty Davis, of Joyce Kennedy, of Phil Lynott. i wanted my voice to travel far like R.J. Dio, like Rob Halford, like Bruce Dickenson… i wanted to have that guttural YEAH like James Hetfield…

But i am just me. i don’t even have the warmth of a Tracy Chapman or Joan Armatrading, or a Joni Mitchell.

i don’t even sing like a Greg Graffin. i’m not saying this is a good or bad thing. It just is.

One of the songs where the harmony stayed in my head (shout out to the Buzzcocks) was ‘Struck A Nerve’ by one of my favorite ever punk bands, Bad Religion (of which Graffin is in). This song has one of my favorite intros of all time, and the song itself has some of my favorite chord structures. And the ‘stream of consciousness/self-reflective’ lyrics are always there.

The version i drummed to was from the live album Tested. Sadly, i missed them when they recently came to town. i found out about it a day later. i hope i get to see them at some point.

After drumming, i felt inspired to sing it a capella. i’m not the greatest singer, but as i said, i love it! No one else is gonna hear all the sounds going on in my head…

i was a kid who played with trucks as much as i played with dolls (i withdrew from all those gendered expectations early on without even knowing what that was). i loved playing with barbie dolls, but i never wanted to BE Barbie! i mean, her feet must hurt standing on her toes all day…

Being the burgeoning punk kid i was though, i was MASSIVELY into the Barbie vs. Jem battle. i knew of the Misfits before i got into The Misfits (if you know, you know). Jem and the Holograms went a little bit harder in the rock section than Barbie & the Rockers (but NOBODY went as hard as the Misfits- i mean- they had motorcycles shaped like guitars!). Jem & the Holograms were more like Cheap Trick, and Barbie & the Rockers were more like the E Street Band.

i used to wear out the Barbie & the Rockers tape though! One of the songs on it was ‘Born With A Mic’. It’s so bad, but good at the same time. i already know i am a basic drummer, but i don’t know how Marky Ramone does constant fast eighth notes for an hour. My arms were getting tired the few times playing through this song.

i need more practice!

i like both corn and chickens- though i only eat one of them. Brushy One String made a great song to groove to, discussing both of them. i did a little search of drum covers of ‘Chicken In The Corn’, and i actually found more than i expected to. So i figured, how can i groove to this in my own basic way?

Well… here it is.